I capped off a totally awesome month-long mental breakdown by almost fucking killing myself on New Year's eve and narrowly failing due to my own ineptitude.

I am such a tremendously dumb bitch I couldn't even manage any permanent damage aside from difficulty breathing and a nosebleed.

I don't really want to talk about it. I've been spending three days at a stretch not sleeping from time to time. I don't understand anything more.

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